
It has been a while since I last updated this blog, well it's more than 2 months already. I've been busy with school, all I've been doing were crazy studying for tests, frustrated with my assignments, and super busy with clinical work,yes clinical which is the most exhausting...imagine you have to wake up 5am or earlier in the morning when the sun is still sleeping, then going on your morning shift and wake all the patients up, bath them or help them shower, feed them, and also make sure to be ready to answer my teacher's tricky questions referring to my patient's health condition and their medications..

....well just can't be more busy than that!!!!! Of course I can still spend my time with him on the weekend which is why I have to make myself busy to finish all my works during weekdays as possible. I am glad my clinical teacher didn't push me too hard for my evaluation as she did to the other people, yes she is super tough ..like all of us had already complained since the first day...but at least she didn't yell at me or pointed at me saying that I have no brain...what I was shocked that one of us even reported to the Dean...for me..I guess I am trying to stay out of it...there's only 3 weeks left for clinical, i don't think they would do anything about it, so just stick with it till the end.
On valentine's day, oh my god, he surprised me again!! I have never expected that he would be so sweet and would make such cute and sweet vday card for me, he made the card so sepcial because it has our picture on it, which is the ONE and ONLY!!! Sam I love you..you are the sweetest bf..ever!!! I know for now it might be hard for us, because we don't see each other a lot, but I believe in you, yes ..let's work hard together and then we will have a happy future.
Last weekend was my bday, and again he came out and surprised me. Although he didn't buy me anything, but it was sweet enough when he just came out and see me. I feel touched, really!! I am very touched also because my friends still remember my bday, I wasn't expecting to get any bday wishes or even to host a party because for the whole year I'd been hiding myself and didn't even go out much, or even when I go out, I only go out with a few people..well first thanks to facebook who reminded all of them when my bday is..lol...I am very thankful to have you guys as my friends, knowing that as we grow older, we get busier with our life and it is harder for us to hang out as much as before, or even down to gathering once a year which is the max. Also, thanks to Connie and Carmen for coming out to dinner eventhough you guys are extremely busy with work...making them to work 7 days a week is brutal...

I hope I don't get these crazy working hours when I work at clinical later

Now what I am hoping is to finish the program, then work as RPN, at the same time, get into RN..I hope I hope i can do that...

My computer was dead last week,sigh...currently on my laptop..can't play any games for now